Venting.

When this began, I had nothing to say and I'd get lost in the nothing inside of me (I was confused).

And I let it all out to find that..that I'm not the only person with these things in mind.

But all the vacancy the words revealed, is the only real thing that I got left to feel.

Hmm..just stuck, hollow and alone.

I just want to heal...feel what I thought was never real.

I want to let go of the pain I've felt for so long..erase all the pain til its gone.

I want to feel like im close to something real.

I want to find something I've wanted all along....

somewhere I truly belong.