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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I Don't...
I dont ask for much...I just want to be happy. I seem ok when you see me and I go through each day regular and just do what im supposed to. I take care of my responsibilities and everything. See but the thing is, im tired of the same ole everyday routine. Chill out most of the day and then go to work(Monday-Friday). Then on the weekends...im in the house 99% of the time unless somebody wants to hang out. Like I said before, to your eyes I may look like everything is straight but deep down inside im not happy at all. Its like I dont know anything about myself anymore. I dont know what will truely make me happy right now. At times I get jealous cuz everybody else is out having fun with friends all the time. But Bryant is...what stuck in the house bored out of his fuckin mind. Sometimes I wish I was really popular cuz things would be different. I just want to meet new people(mostly females). Sometimes I feel lonely, in my mind I believe that I dont need a girl right now...but in reality I really do. I just want a girl to hold me down and just comfort me when I need someone. But would that truely make me happy??? I just dont know. Most of you know that I want to play football and one day make it to the NFL. Im trying to get to a university so I can make it happen but its just taking too long for me. Im losing my passion and determination to make it there. Right now im just saying FUCK EVERYTHING AND JUST LIVING LIFE AND TAKING RISKS. Like I said I dont ask for much...all im asking for is happiness in my life.
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I'm asking for the same thing. Happiness. You don't need to be popular to have fun and have friends. I am ALWAYS doing something, ask Ron. True story. You can always call The Rich Girls if you just wanna hang or go to starbucks and have a nice conversation.
i feel u man.
im lost with myself as well.
oh and for the record...
sandra = popular. lol
thanks you Sandra.
Not even Ron!
I think I have more enemies than anything lol
popular people have enemies cuz the enemies are jealous! lol
RON your hilarious... Bryant idk where to start, but sandra is right you dont need to be popular to have fun... surround yourself wit tru honest ppl who like to have fun and just life and no matter where yall are at yall have a good time. Like sandra said again call up the rich girls and mika HAHAHA lets just go hang at the hookah bar or somethin ( i think i have a problem LOL always talkin bout hookah) but yea.. some real chill ish man.. its whateva.. or you can just go out by yourself i chill alone a lot and the ppl i run into are hilarious specially these dudes lol.. well yea thats all hope u feel better sir
thank mika...yeah well since yall put it like that i guess its sounds like a plan. chillin wit the rich girls!
sometimes i feel the exact same way u feel. lost and dont kno who u are anymore. but i learned that u have initiate things rather than wanting them to just happen.
yeah I understand what you're saying. but its like I dont have that drive anymore to put forth the effort. nor do I have the initiative. but im trying tho.
i feel like this sometimes.
like brief moments (or sometimes extended moments) of feeling..alone.
Unhappy with life in general.
My remedy?
DAVE CHAPELLE RE-RUNS & ICE CREAM!!
lol
nah but really..true, unwaivering happiness..you'll never find that outside of yourself. It kinda begins within and exudes outward.
L.Bee♥
yeah i understand what you saying. thanks for the feedback/advice hun.
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