Back From A Long Unrealized Hiatus!

Hey there, man its been a minute since I've posted anything on this page. Im just realizing that I've been neglecting this blog since the date of November 17, 2009 smh. Well ima try to blog as much as I used to. I got so many blogs its hard to keep up with all of them. but anyways....WADDUP!

"Obsessed" (Bryan B Remix)

"Why you so obsessed wit me, girl I wanna know, lying that your pussy got me hooked, when I had you like a first class flight, I had you booked." -Bryan B

"Changes" by Bryant B

In my eyes,
when you have no choice but to get over someone,
that you really love and care about,
its like everything around you changes.
the sky above you is different,the air you breathe is different.
It feels like the whole world changes.
Feels like your life is empty,and something is missing.
You miss a day without _____ and you feel like,
your whole life is off track.
No matter what you do,
things just don't feel right.
Your mind is racing and you cant focus on life.
You sit there and constantly ask yourself...
"What am I gonna do?".....
But there is NO answer.
There's no solution.
You drive yourself crazy because you can't fix it,
and you dont know why things have become...
what they have become.
All you want to do is live your life, have fun,
and be happy with that "special" person's presence.
But now that no longer exists,
and now your happiness is dead and gone.
It has been stolen and its never coming back.
So all you're left with is a cold and lonely heart,
due to these changes.
and at the end of the day...life will never be the same.

BELIEVE DAT! *Trey Songz voice*

You know I have to be honest. It's like for the first time in my life, My pride is not a problem. I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to tell you girl, That I love you. BELIEVE THAT. And if I cant have you, I don't know what ima do....

"Down For U Baby" by Bryant B

There's not too many real dudes out here,

But baby I'm the one to give you what you need.

All I want to do is make you happy.

Seeing your smile is what keeps me sane.

Your smile is like a drug, and I'm hooked on it.

Forget about the money, the cars, the clothes...

Your happiness is my happiness.

Your love is my love,

And I will never take you for granted.

I will always be here when you need someone,

Just to talk to, to vent to, or just to make you laugh.

You are my superwoman.

And in return, I'll be your superman.

I know life is difficult and living in this world is hard.

I know you seen a lot of things in your life

And it got you thinking sometimes "Like this can't be right!"

But at the end of the day,

This is 100% real love.

So don't ever let "doubt" come to your mind.

As they say..."Nothing is promised".

But just know that I will never hurt you because...

I'm DOWN FOR U BABY.

"My Dream Girl"

Her smile…
Every time I see it, it drives me crazy.
Its just something about this one girl…
She got me going head over heels.
Nobody will ever understand how she makes me feel.
Being in her presence, there’s no better feeling.
Sometimes I just can’t believe that it is so real.
To her beautiful caramel complexion, to her soft, warm skin
Her body is a priceless piece of art.
She is so amazing.
When I look into her beautiful brown eyes
Its like I go into another world, another dimension.
Ha, maybe even another galaxy lol.
Man I love everything about her.
I keep saying to myself….
“This can't be real!”
But there’s no “fiction” to this story.
There has never been a girl who could simply…
Put a smile on my face just by entering my path of vision.
This is just too crazy.
Having that one chance to be with her would definitely be…
A dream come true.
Me doggin her, that’s something I will never do.
Breakin’ her heart would never come across my mind
Let alone the thought of doing her wrong in any way.
Sadly, I’m in love with a girl but…
She has a man at home.
So the confusion and frustration takes its toll
and I don’t know what to do.
I keep asking myself this question…
“Why am I so obsessed with this one girl?”…
that’s a question I cant even answer myself.
Well I don’t have the answers to all these questions.
But one thing I do know is….
SHE IS MY DREAM GIRL.

Damn How People Forget

People tend to forget about those people that stay by there side through the good and the bad. Its sad when people change and treat people like shit when they actually care about your selfish ass. Im currently experiencing this situation. I must say this shit is giving me a hard time. I cant eat. I cant sleep. I doing shit that I dont do. Im fucked up right now. [Pray For Me].