BRYANT BUTLER CREATIONZ [BBC]

Back From A Long Unrealized Hiatus!

2010-02-01T09:48:00.002-05:00

Hey there, man its been a minute since I've posted anything on this page. Im just realizing that I've been neglecting this blog since the date of November 17, 2009 smh. Well ima try to blog as much as I used to. I got so many blogs its hard to keep up with all of them. but anyways....WADDUP!

"Obsessed" (Bryan B Remix)

2009-11-15T23:16:00.002-05:00

"Why you so obsessed wit me, girl I wanna know, lying that your pussy got me hooked, when I had you like a first class flight, I had you booked." -Bryan B

"Changes" by Bryant B

2009-09-13T03:29:00.004-04:00

In my eyes,
when you have no choice but to get over someone,
that you really love and care about,
its like everything around you changes.
the sky above you is different,the air you breathe is different.
It feels like the whole world changes.
Feels like your life is empty,and something is missing.
You miss a day without _____ and you feel like,
your whole life is off track.
No matter what you do,
things just don't feel right.
Your mind is racing and you cant focus on life.
You sit there and constantly ask yourself...
"What am I gonna do?".....
But there is NO answer.
There's no solution.
You drive yourself crazy because you can't fix it,
and you dont know why things have become...
what they have become.
All you want to do is live your life, have fun,
and be happy with that "special" person's presence.
But now that no longer exists,
and now your happiness is dead and gone.
It has been stolen and its never coming back.
So all you're left with is a cold and lonely heart,
due to these changes.
and at the end of the day...life will never be the same.

BELIEVE DAT! Trey Songz voice

2009-09-11T10:57:00.002-04:00

You know I have to be honest. It's like for the first time in my life, My pride is not a problem. I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to tell you girl, That I love you. BELIEVE THAT. And if I cant have you, I don't know what ima do....

"Down For U Baby" by Bryant B

2009-09-09T17:29:00.004-04:00

There's not too many real dudes out here,

But baby I'm the one to give you what you need.

All I want to do is make you happy.

Seeing your smile is what keeps me sane.

Your smile is like a drug, and I'm hooked on it.

Forget about the money, the cars, the clothes...

Your happiness is my happiness.

Your love is my love,

And I will never take you for granted.

I will always be here when you need someone,

Just to talk to, to vent to, or just to make you laugh.

You are my superwoman.

And in return, I'll be your superman.

I know life is difficult and living in this world is hard.

I know you seen a lot of things in your life

And it got you thinking sometimes "Like this can't be right!"

But at the end of the day,

This is 100% real love.

So don't ever let "doubt" come to your mind.

As they say..."Nothing is promised".

But just know that I will never hurt you because...

I'm DOWN FOR U BABY.

"My Dream Girl"

2009-09-04T14:18:00.003-04:00

Her smile…
Every time I see it, it drives me crazy.
Its just something about this one girl…
She got me going head over heels.
Nobody will ever understand how she makes me feel.
Being in her presence, there’s no better feeling.
Sometimes I just can’t believe that it is so real.
To her beautiful caramel complexion, to her soft, warm skin
Her body is a priceless piece of art.
She is so amazing.
When I look into her beautiful brown eyes
Its like I go into another world, another dimension.
Ha, maybe even another galaxy lol.
Man I love everything about her.
I keep saying to myself….
“This can't be real!”
But there’s no “fiction” to this story.
There has never been a girl who could simply…
Put a smile on my face just by entering my path of vision.
This is just too crazy.
Having that one chance to be with her would definitely be…
A dream come true.
Me doggin her, that’s something I will never do.
Breakin’ her heart would never come across my mind
Let alone the thought of doing her wrong in any way.
Sadly, I’m in love with a girl but…
She has a man at home.
So the confusion and frustration takes its toll
and I don’t know what to do.
I keep asking myself this question…
“Why am I so obsessed with this one girl?”…
that’s a question I cant even answer myself.
Well I don’t have the answers to all these questions.
But one thing I do know is….
SHE IS MY DREAM GIRL.

Damn How People Forget

2009-07-23T08:37:00.003-04:00

People tend to forget about those people that stay by there side through the good and the bad. Its sad when people change and treat people like shit when they actually care about your selfish ass. Im currently experiencing this situation. I must say this shit is giving me a hard time. I cant eat. I cant sleep. I doing shit that I dont do. Im fucked up right now. [Pray For Me].

"S" on your chest

2009-07-17T11:54:00.003-04:00

Thinking to myself....

Hey B, stop tryna save these hoes! apparently they don't wanna be saved. Take the "S" off your chest son.

Decisions Decisions

2009-07-16T10:46:00.003-04:00

I think its best not to have sex with someone you know you're gonna get attached to. Especially if things aren't gonna go the way you want it. ~Bryan B~

The Finest Things

2009-07-12T20:33:00.004-04:00

Everybody is not going to be able to enjoy all of the finest things in life. But how bout we try to enjoy and appreciate the things that we do have. Let's work hard to achieve what we want out of life and do what it takes to be the best that we can ever be. All I know is that I'm going to do whatever it takes to live out my dreams no matter how hard it will be...cuz I will be great! I, Bryant S. Butler, will reach greatness.

In God We Trust

2009-07-05T16:55:00.003-04:00

Ok here's something I've been thinking about for awhile now. I always see and hear ppl say this "God wouldnt put more on you than you could handle". Im kinda for it and against this belief because if that was the case, people wouldnt be out here committing suicide over their problems/issues. But at the same time suicide is a mental confliction within the person itself. So I dont really know what to think about this forreal. What do you think?

The Introduction

2009-07-03T00:21:00.004-04:00

Go check out Pleasure P's debut album "The Introduction of Marcus Cooper".

Good album right here. yep

Clothes OFF!

2009-05-21T15:01:00.005-04:00

I got this from Pat (@DopeScience).....

"so many girls have no clothes on in there pics....but i cant know them if that what they do for attention but i can knock on their door lmao".

Well how I see it...thats the female way to get attention. Just like how dudes stunt with their cars to draw attention to themselves. Its basically the same thing but different strategy lol.

VS.

So He Says...

2009-05-10T20:18:00.003-04:00

So he says that he found himself a diamond[meaning her]. But dont forget...SOMETIMES DIAMONDS GET STOLEN!

Bounce

2009-05-07T23:51:00.002-04:00

Everybody has their ups and downs...I remember mines. But I bounced back like the bounce beat Biatchhhh!

P.S: I thank God for giving me the strength and determination that got me back on track.

Believe in This Quote.

2009-04-19T16:34:00.003-04:00

A woman who expects everything will get nothing, and a woman who expects nothing will get everything.

Paramore

2009-04-19T01:24:00.010-04:00

Here is my favorite Rock band called Paramore. They fuckin crank! But I absolutely love the singer of the band! Her name is Hayley Williams. She is so cool! Here is Paramore performing my favorite song off the album "Let The Flames Begin".

latest Album Titled: Riot!

A Great Album I Must Say...

Remember This...

2009-04-17T16:02:00.003-04:00

Remember this character...Alf lol.

<<----Go Back

2009-04-12T22:37:00.004-04:00

If you could go back in the past and change anything in your life...what would you change or do differently?

Week Reflection 3/23 - 3/27

2009-03-27T17:14:00.002-04:00

Let me say that this week has been a good week for me. Got a few things accomplished as the week went on. Here's the list:

1. Went to the gym everyday this week and got a good workout in each of those days. I feel great!

2. Finally got my taxes done.(I know im late...but better late than never right? lol).

3. Finally found out what was wrong with my car. so im bout to handle the shit.

Well to end this I would like to say that this has been the best week ive had in awhile. I feel great, im happy, and feel somewhat stressless. Well thats all for now so until next time...im out. (chucks the duece).

p.s. I wonder what this weekend gonn be like...

Dreams

2009-03-26T16:58:00.002-04:00

So they say that the dreams we have when we are sleeping are about symbolism. For example, having dreams about marriage has to do with some type of committment you're about to make in your life. Well if this indeed is true...what does having sex in your dream symbolizes???

Just Get Away...

2009-03-24T09:43:00.003-04:00

I just want to go far away, like go to the moon. I just want to get away from everything. You know the stress and frustation of this world we live in. I would go to the moon and build a hideout spot there and just chill. You know just have time to myself and just think things through. Be able to relax and clear my mind....and come up with a blueprint for my future...my life. Also work on things that I need to change in myself and really try to get back to the way I was before I was destroyed mentally and emotionally. Cuz im really starting to realize that im fucking up everything because of the person that my life up to now has molded me into. I just want to be the person that I know I am.

Venting.

2009-03-13T16:38:00.005-04:00

When this began, I had nothing to say and I'd get lost in the nothing inside of me (I was confused).

And I let it all out to find that..that I'm not the only person with these things in mind.

But all the vacancy the words revealed, is the only real thing that I got left to feel.

Hmm..just stuck, hollow and alone.

I just want to heal...feel what I thought was never real.

I want to let go of the pain I've felt for so long..erase all the pain til its gone.

I want to feel like im close to something real.

I want to find something I've wanted all along....

somewhere I truly belong.

Turning Shit Around.

2009-02-05T15:42:00.004-05:00

Man fuck this! Im turning shit around. I cant live like this anymore. No more crying and complaining bout shit. There's no more chillin and waiting for shit to come my way. Im going out there and getting mines. You can now call me a "go getta". To keep this short and sweet...this is whats bout to go down:

1. Getting back in the gym full steam. Mon/Wed/Fri.

2. Putting in Applications for schools where I can play football.

3. Got a truck project im working on...bouta be riding clean ya digg.

4. No more crying bout going to work.(even though where I work is a bitch!)

Im going in there hyped to work for now on. Knock it out!

5.Start eating right.(No more McDonalds!) and drinking water for now on. Im an athlete...gotta keep my body right.

6. But most of all...no more stressing. Im eliminating the word "STRESS". (Stress..."stress what? I dont know what that is son." lol.

I will reach greatness! You can believe that! With or without help from anyone. Im out.

quote.

2009-02-04T08:28:00.001-05:00

"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be."

FUCK IT!

2009-01-30T10:54:00.004-05:00

[FUCK IT!] THAT'S ALL IMA SAY FOR NOW ON. IM TIRED OF STRESSIN OVER SHIT. I CANT DO IT NO MORE CUZ IT SEEMS THAT NOTHING EVER GOES MY WAY. SO FUCK IT! IM OUT.

Dame these lyrics...

2009-01-21T01:42:00.003-05:00

Damn these lyrics hit right at home for me. I was listening to old songs well not that old, album came out last year. But anyways I was listening to this one song and it got me again thinkin about the past shit I been through. The song got to me because its right on point with everything(my feelings). Well here is the part that im talkin bout.....

"I would have given up my life for you. Guess its true what they say about love...its blind. Girl you lied straight to my face, looking into my eyes. And I believed you cuz I loved you more than life. And all you had to do was apologize......"

"You didn't say you're sorry...I dont understand. You dont get that you hurt me. And now I'm half the man that I used to be...when it was you & me. You didnt love me enough. My heart may never mend....and you'll never get to love me again".

-Justin Timberlake

Bad fuckin news for "ME"

2009-01-14T17:13:00.004-05:00

Well guys I just found out that im not going to be able to attend school this semester due to financial reasons :(

FUCKKKKKKKKKK!

p.s. I FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE!!!

Love vs. Lust

2009-01-09T15:15:00.004-05:00

I have come to realize that I really dont know the difference between love and lust. Hey they're both 4 letter words lol. But seriously tho I really dont know. [LUST] is a strong feeling cuz it gets me all the time. I honestly dont think I can have a "girlfriend" right now cuz im weak for that "LUST" thing. Can someone school me and help me understand the true difference between the two. thanks.

Dem Dreadz

2008-12-20T03:16:00.004-05:00

Man my dreadz are comin in nicely. i can digg it.

I Don't...

2008-12-16T01:31:00.006-05:00

I dont ask for much...I just want to be happy. I seem ok when you see me and I go through each day regular and just do what im supposed to. I take care of my responsibilities and everything. See but the thing is, im tired of the same ole everyday routine. Chill out most of the day and then go to work(Monday-Friday). Then on the weekends...im in the house 99% of the time unless somebody wants to hang out. Like I said before, to your eyes I may look like everything is straight but deep down inside im not happy at all. Its like I dont know anything about myself anymore. I dont know what will truely make me happy right now. At times I get jealous cuz everybody else is out having fun with friends all the time. But Bryant is...what stuck in the house bored out of his fuckin mind. Sometimes I wish I was really popular cuz things would be different. I just want to meet new people(mostly females). Sometimes I feel lonely, in my mind I believe that I dont need a girl right now...but in reality I really do. I just want a girl to hold me down and just comfort me when I need someone. But would that truely make me happy??? I just dont know. Most of you know that I want to play football and one day make it to the NFL. Im trying to get to a university so I can make it happen but its just taking too long for me. Im losing my passion and determination to make it there. Right now im just saying FUCK EVERYTHING AND JUST LIVING LIFE AND TAKING RISKS. Like I said I dont ask for much...all im asking for is happiness in my life.

Feelin' Creative

2008-12-11T15:16:00.004-05:00

I was feelin a lil creative so I came up with this.

please comment. I would appreciate it. thanks. Hope yall have a good day. later.

p.s. Ima post it on [Facebook] too. So comment on there too. thanks.

Here's A Question

2008-12-04T16:27:00.003-05:00

WHY DO WE LIE SO MUCH?

Never Be Forgotten #21 Sean Taylor

2008-11-27T16:18:00.006-05:00

One year anniversary of {SEAN TAYLOR'S} death.

Last year, at Sean Taylor's candle light vigil....

R.I.P SEAN YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.

BRYANT-BUTLER CREATIONZ

2008-11-21T15:57:00.009-05:00

Some of my creations...

CLICK TO ENLARGE TO SEE PICS BETTER.

PLEASE COMMENT! I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

EVOLUTION OF THE JOKER

before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> after

LARON LANDRY LSU TO WASHINGTON REDSKINS

R.I.P SEAN TAYLOR

HUSTLE NATION MIXTAPE COVER

89.7 FM RADIO FLYER

Patience

2008-11-19T00:46:00.004-05:00

Patience is a virtue. I know its hard when things arent going your way. Sometimes you feel like giving up and just saying "fuck it!" But dont give up so easy. All you have to do is be patient. Im just starting to learn that I have to be patient. Cuz im noticing that things are starting to go my way now. Im starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel [sighhh].

I Dont Know Anymore...

2008-11-12T15:50:00.003-05:00

I got this from a friend..."I miss my inspiration"(Sandra Ayala). Im really starting to get depressed now cuz I dont know what I wanna do anymore. I have lost my inspiration for the things that I really want to do because im not able to do them right now. Plus it seems that im not getting any closer to my goals. I feel like im trapped in this "loser" phase. Nothing is the way I want it to be. Im fuckin stuck at that no good piece of shit UPS(United Pacel Service)! Its killin me cuz I cant do shit with that "loser" ass money they payin me. Cuz all I can do is pay all my bills, leavin me with shit to spend. While everybody else is always talkin bout shopping...and buying this and that. Going out having a blast every fuckin weekend. Everybody else be fresh from head to toe and stuntin in they fresh cars or cars better than mines. I dont give a fuck about all that shit forreal forreal. I just want to be able to live my dream and go to a university and play football and get an education at the same time. And one day make it to the NFL cuz I know I have the talent and skills to make it there. Right now all this shit is making me not give a fuck about shit anymore. Im doing shit now that I have no business doing. But the thing is when you see me im always happy and have a smile on my face. Im always goofin and all that. But inside im not happy at all. I guess that just helps me get through the depression that im going through. I cant forget that I have some true friends that get me through the days..weeks..months..etc. I thank yall for that cuz I dont know what I would do without yall. Well thats it...I just had to get that out. Enough said.

Smile

2008-11-03T15:17:00.003-05:00

Smile :) ....when your heart is acking. Cuz what's the use of crying. You'll find that [LIFE] is worth while. Just smile, it might just be tommorow. You'll find the sun come shining through for you. Just keep trying and smile through your pain and sorrow. Cuz what's the use of crying. You'll find that [LIFE] is still worth while if you just smile.

-Janelle Monae

Blow Ur Day Pt.2 10/25/08

2008-10-25T20:27:00.002-04:00

Ok so its like around 7:30pm. I was getting real hungry so I decided to go get something to eat for me and my mom. I went to the Burger King on Bladensburg Rd. Aight so i just finished getting the food and now im on my way back home. Ok so I made the right turn by Shoppers and then all of a sudden I see "Flashing Lights" lmao. I got pulled over because one of my tail lights was completely out. WTF! I got pulled over for some dumb shit! Now I have ten days to fix the tail light or they gonn suspend my tags. But the thing that really blows me is that I have to get a certified mechanic to fix the fuckin tail light. WTF! I can fix that shit my damn self! All you gotta do is change the fuckin bulb. Also my service engine light keeps coming on and dont know why. I checked everything on the car and nothing is wrong. Everything is really starting to blow the shit out me! Can I fuckin have a good day out this bitch? It has definitely been a bad week for me....First I had to go to jury duty...my REDSKINS shit gets stolen off my fuckin car! and now this stupid shit. what more else can i say I HAD ANOTHER BLOW UR DAY MOMENT.

You Know What

2008-10-22T23:58:00.004-04:00

"There's nothing wrong with loving somebody."

Blow Ur Day

2008-10-21T13:48:00.006-04:00

Ok...so today I had to attend jury duty. I was so fuckin bored and that long ass waiting period blew the shit out of me. I fell asleep twice but it was so uncomfortable plus those chairs were hard as shit so my ass was hurtin. I did get picked to be a juror for one civil case. but it wasnt that complicated so the trial didnt last too long. After my trial was done I had to wait for another long ass minute. Then finally they said that all the cases were done for the day and we were dismissed. Ok so I get on the shuttle that takes you back to the Showplace Arena where you park your car at. I get off and start walking to my car. Suddenly when I get to my car I see that my REDSKINS logos are missing. Someone took my motherfuckin REDSKINS logos off my motherfuckin car! WTF! I was sooooo fuckin pissed off! So immediately I started scoping the parking lot just to see if someone had redskins logos on they shit. Ok so nobody's car had the logos. Ok then the next thing i thought of was that there was this SUV that had Pittsburgh Steelers flags and logos parked a few spaces down from me. So I pull up to the joint and look inside to see if they took my shit and left em inside. I didnt see them in there so whatever. But guess what I did? I took the Steelers logos off that fuckin SUV! I dont give a fuck if they had nothing to do with it! Somebody was gonn to pay for that dirty shit they did to me! And especially since they were not Redskins shit i really didnt give a fuck even more. What more can I say...that shit BLEW MY DAY!

Damn

2008-10-14T17:44:00.004-04:00

DAMN IM TURNING INTO THE "BAD NIGGA" THAT I DONT WANNA BE...OH WELL THATS WHAT IM GONNA BE. FUCK IT!

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?

All These...

2008-10-13T23:03:00.004-04:00

"ALL THESE THINGS I HATE [EVOLVE AROUND ME]!"

"ALL THESE THINGS I HATE [EVOLVE AROUND ME]!"

Karma

2008-10-10T15:01:00.006-04:00

KARMA IS THE CONCEPT OF "ACTIONS" BY AN INDIVIDUAL THAT DENOTES THE CYCLE OF CAUSE AND EFFECT. HE OR SHE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR OWN KARMA, THEIR ACTIONS AND EFFECTS FROM THEIR ACTIONS.

IN MY OWN WORDS.....

KARMA IS A BITCH! SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO LEARN THAT THE HARD WAY. POINT BLANK.

She Fuckin Rocks!

2008-10-06T00:01:00.002-04:00

CHECK OUT JANELLE MONAE'S VIDEO "MANY MOONS"

SHE FUCKIN ROCKS!

"Miscommunication"

2008-10-03T16:47:00.003-04:00

See this is why relationships don’t work. “Miscommunication”. Especially between us young folk. Yeah of course at the beginning of the relationship…everthing is great! See but I have found that ppl give off these false impressions that we fall in love with . For example, someone expresses that they love being around you and spends a lot of their time with you. But then over a period of time you get the same way and then they wanna say that you’re too clingy. WTF is that! That’s why we get so caught up with someone and get attached. We lead on someone to think that we are a certain way and then later on we are totally different. In a way that the other will not understand and it causes confusion in the relationship. See we lead on our GF’s/BF”s to think that we want to be with them forever, ok maybe not forever but for a long time lol…but you know that shit aint true. In most cases its starts off as both putting in so much energy and effort into a relationship. Then down the road only one is puttin all their efforts to “make it work”, and the other is acting like a straight up asshole! See this is what gets me. Don’t be with someone for 3 yrs and waste all the time and effort you put in…and all the shit that you been through together. If you didn’t plan on being with them for good. See I guarantee that relationships would work out more smoothly if you be straight with that person from the beginning and let them know how you truly are. Oh and basically what you want out of the relationship. Then that way there will be no surprises later on. Come on people get on the same page with that “person”in your life. Here’s some advice for us yougins…STOP BEING SO DAMN FAKE! LET’S BE REAL OUT HERE! Enough said.

THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY.

Cool Shirt

2008-10-02T13:00:00.003-04:00

Hey guys I found this shirt. I thought it was cool so I posted it so yall could see it.

Real Talk

2008-10-01T16:49:00.004-04:00

IF YOU GOT LOVE FOR ME...I GOT LOVE FOR YOU. IF YOU DONT FUCK WIT ME...I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU! REAL TALK.

Fragile

2008-09-29T13:21:00.003-04:00

Damn how fragile we are when it comes to love. We just dont show it. We bring ourselves down...and build ourselves up with disappointment. Damn how fragile we are when it comes to love. It shakes up our whole world, until we learn to let go and move on. Might take longer for others but when you get there you will be just fine. You will realize that you really dont need it cuz life is too short to be trippin off of love at this time of ya life.Too many dreams...too many goals to achieve to focus on this word "LOVE" that doesn't exist. There's no need to rush it. Stop trying to find Love...and let love find you when the time is right. True love is not planned...it's destiny. You will know when that love is real and not that bullshit, that fake shit us youngins play with and hurts others with. So im chucking the duece at these broads when they step out of line. Well until that "true love" finds me, I will be following my dreams and pursuing my goals. Later.

SKINS beat dem BOYS!

2008-09-29T00:56:00.003-04:00

Man im so fucking happy that my Washington Redskins beat dem Dallas Cowboys! Yeah I know we won by only two points but a win is a win. I was suprised but Marion Barber aint do shit! Our defense shut his ass down! My man Shawn Springs was strapping T.O's ass up! Shout out to Jason Campbell cuz he is stepping up and making plays. Overall it was a good day for some of our star players. Clinton Portis rushed for 121 yards and Santana Moss had 145 receiving yards. Another shout out to Coach Jim Zorn for getting his first win against the Dallas Cowboys as a head coach. Man I cant wait to here all the excuses these Dallas fans are going to make over this week lol. Enough said....REDSKINS ALL DAY!

Washington Redskins 26

Dallas Cowboys 24

Bryant Butler=Stressed!

2008-09-16T12:30:00.008-04:00

Man im a so stressed you guys! I hate when i get stressed cuz it makes me do things i dont normally do like "smoking". But anyways it all started today when my dad called and asked me about the money for the car insurance. He wants 200 dollars from me and thats too much for me right now. As some of you may know I work for UPS. They aint payin me shit! Plus they cut back our hours so that makes it worse. I have too much shit to pay for. For example, phone bill...gas...car insurance...etc. Oh and lets not forget...a nigga got eat too! So its gettin to me because im doin the best i can wit the money that i make. Im actually doing pretty fuckin good for the money that I do make. Way better thans others I might add. Its frustrating cuz its like he thinks im not fucking trying! He already knows that i dont get paid shit so he should understand that I cant pay that much. He be rappin about you know how he has to pay for all the things that he has plus that he be helpin me pay for insurance and shit. Look man im fuckin 20 yrs old...im still in school...and the most important thing of all im young! I have a fuckin LIFE! I have to have fun too! I have a fuckin part-time job hmmm just barely part-time if you think about it. Of course he can pay for all the shit that he has cuz he is established...he has a good career. Oh and how old are you???? Gosh give me a fuckin break! You should be greatful that im not like the rest of these niggaz out here sellin drugs and stealing shit. I never been to jail and I dont have a criminal record. Im doin things the right way. I cant wait until I get to a university so I can live the real college life and pursue my dream and play football and one day make it to the NFL. Well Im done. I hope you enjoy my anger and frustration. Oh yeah and PLEASE EXCUSE ME FOR CURSING LMAO!

P.S. Cant nobody say this shit to me...."just another nigga....you just another nigga!" [inside joke] Ron knows.

2008-09-03T06:15:00.002-04:00

Damn I actually turned 20 yrs old today. I still cant believe that shit. Man im getting old out here lol. Man I can say I been through a lot these 20 yrs that ive been on this Earth. I have also learned alot from my experiences and now know that some things I will never let happen again. It kinda hurts that i have many regrets in my life and wish that I could go back and change a few things in my past. And I wish that my childhood could have been more fulfilled cuz I would be better grounded as im getting older. Now I can say that I am happy cuz I didnt let someone i thought would be in my life forever ruin my life. Im doin me now and i proud of myself for rebounding asap and now im on my grind. I am grateful for the things that I have and the people that really care about me. I definitely have to say that I survived the rough times because of my true friends. cuz they were always there for me when I was fucked up. I just wanna say I love yall forreal{my crew}! Im lucky to have friends like I do. But yea as I get older all I can do is live life to the fullest and keep learning as life progresses. So look out for me cuz ima be major out here! later.

p.s: HAPPY BDAY MR. BRYANT B

Quote.

2008-08-31T22:34:00.005-04:00

"Dont worry about the people in your past. There's a reason why they dont make it to your FUTURE".

Most Recent Project: The Evolution of Joker

2008-08-30T01:26:00.004-04:00

Alot of you may not know but i want to be a graphic designer. I will be posting some of my work on here just to let you see what i can do. This is one of my recent projects titled "Evolution of The Joker." I was inspired to create this after seeing the batman movie "The Dark Knight." Let me say Heath Ledger played the hell out of the role of "The Joker". I will say that he really inspired me cuz of his "Oscar" deserving peformance. But anywayz after seeing the movie i went home and for some reason started thinking about how the Joker evolved thru the Batman saga. So I chose the best three to focus on and I came up with this right here before your eyes. So yea comment and let me know what you think. later.

p.s: click on the pic so you can see it more clearer.

Metropolis

2008-08-28T00:27:00.003-04:00

So i was recently put on this artist who goes by the name of Janelle Monae. I heard one of her songs and i was instantly hooked. So this past Sunday i went to Target and bout her cd titled "Metropolis The Chase Suite". Man I been listening to that cd all day everyday since i bought it. If you dont know about her you need to get wit it cuz she cranks! Im really feelin her cuz her style is soooo fuckin unique and her music is so futuristic. Im officially a supporter of Janelle Monae....so ima end this by saying Janelle Monae fuckin ROCKS!