Sunday, September 13, 2009

"Changes" by Bryant B

In my eyes,
when you have no choice but to get over someone,
that you really love and care about,
its like everything around you changes.
the sky above you is different,the air you breathe is different.
It feels like the whole world changes.
Feels like your life is empty,and something is missing.
You miss a day without _____ and you feel like,
your whole life is off track.
No matter what you do,
things just don't feel right.
Your mind is racing and you cant focus on life.
You sit there and constantly ask yourself...
"What am I gonna do?".....
But there is NO answer.
There's no solution.
You drive yourself crazy because you can't fix it,
and you dont know why things have become...
what they have become.
All you want to do is live your life, have fun,
and be happy with that "special" person's presence.
But now that no longer exists,
and now your happiness is dead and gone.
It has been stolen and its never coming back.
So all you're left with is a cold and lonely heart,
due to these changes.
and at the end of the day...life will never be the same.



Friday, September 11, 2009

BELIEVE DAT! *Trey Songz voice*

You know I have to be honest. It's like for the first time in my life, My pride is not a problem. I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to tell you girl, That I love you. BELIEVE THAT. And if I cant have you, I don't know what ima do....

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

"Down For U Baby" by Bryant B

There's not too many real dudes out here,
But baby I'm the one to give you what you need.
All I want to do is make you happy.
Seeing your smile is what keeps me sane.
Your smile is like a drug, and I'm hooked on it.
Forget about the money, the cars, the clothes...
Your happiness is my happiness.
Your love is my love,
And I will never take you for granted.
I will always be here when you need someone,
Just to talk to, to vent to, or just to make you laugh.
You are my superwoman.
And in return, I'll be your superman.
I know life is difficult and living in this world is hard.
I know you seen a lot of things in your life
And it got you thinking sometimes "Like this can't be right!"
But at the end of the day,
This is 100% real love.
So don't ever let "doubt" come to your mind.
As they say..."Nothing is promised".
But just know that I will never hurt you because...
I'm DOWN FOR U BABY.

Friday, September 4, 2009

"My Dream Girl"

Her smile…
Every time I see it, it drives me crazy.
Its just something about this one girl…
She got me going head over heels.
Nobody will ever understand how she makes me feel.
Being in her presence, there’s no better feeling.
Sometimes I just can’t believe that it is so real.
To her beautiful caramel complexion, to her soft, warm skin
Her body is a priceless piece of art.
She is so amazing.
When I look into her beautiful brown eyes
Its like I go into another world, another dimension.
Ha, maybe even another galaxy lol.
Man I love everything about her.
I keep saying to myself….
“This can't be real!”
But there’s no “fiction” to this story.
There has never been a girl who could simply…
Put a smile on my face just by entering my path of vision.
This is just too crazy.
Having that one chance to be with her would definitely be…
A dream come true.
Me doggin her, that’s something I will never do.
Breakin’ her heart would never come across my mind
Let alone the thought of doing her wrong in any way.
Sadly, I’m in love with a girl but…
She has a man at home.
So the confusion and frustration takes its toll
and I don’t know what to do.
I keep asking myself this question…
“Why am I so obsessed with this one girl?”…
that’s a question I cant even answer myself.
Well I don’t have the answers to all these questions.
But one thing I do know is….
SHE IS MY DREAM GIRL.




Sunday, August 16, 2009

Throwback Writing "Simple Things"

Here's a piece that I wrote almost two years ago. I read over it again and some parts I starting to relate to me all over again. So I want to share this to yall if you havent seen this previously. check it out...


It’s a cold and lonely night…you’re laying there alone in your bed trying to go to sleep…but sleep is the farthest thing from your mind. You lay there looking up at the ceiling but all you see is the dark distant sky with the stars shining like diamonds. You fall into a deep distant gaze like you’re daydreaming….but you’re not daydreaming because there is no dream. No dream or dreams appear. Your mind has gone into an isolated dimension in which cannot be shattered. Suddenly your thoughts come together and you’re thinking about your life and all the things that happen in the past. You keep asking yourself and wondering…“Why does my life have to be so difficult?” You start thinking about the future but you cant because you’re still stuck in the past. The past is so powerful that it can’t be destroyed and it follows you like a shadow and you see it in the corner of your eye. You cant get her off your mind because she was all you used to think about. You loved her to the point to where you couldn’t love her any harder. You wanted to be with her every single minute of each day. You’re in love and you admit that she got your head gone. Yall had so much fun with each other and done so many things together. You wanted her to be in your life forever and you wanted her to be your future. The love was so strong that you really knew that yall would be together til the end…hmmm…as you continue to lay there you finally realize why you’re still stuck in the past. Its because there are far too many memories that wont allow you to breakaway from it. We all know that nobody on this earth is perfect and you are guilty of making minor mistakes. We also know that no relationship is perfect and there are going to be bad times. But what makes the difference is how you handle it and how strong your love is. Then your life takes a sharp detour as her love suddenly breaks away from you and she lets you go. You feel like your life has come to an end and there is no escape from this tragedy. Day by day it hurts and its like your mind, body, and soul has shut down. You cant take it so you try and try to get her back but no matter what you say she wont give in. You don’t want her to be just a memory…[thinking about all the good times we had] you want the past to be the future. You haven’t talked to her for awhile now and that is really tearing you up because all you want is to just hear her voice again. She got you sitting there looking at your phone. Every time it rings you hoping that its her. As you continue to lay in your bed, you suddenly close your eyes…and it all plays back in your head. All the good times yall had together and everything you did to make her happy. It all goes blank and you start thinking out loud to yourself and you say…[it’s the simple things in life we forget….you hear me talking but don’t hear what im saying. Why is she making something so easy so complicated? Why cant she see what she got right in front of her face? Something is keeping her from seeing it but nobody will ever know but her in the end.] You open your eyes and suddenly its all over…you’re back into reality. You’re finally feeling sleepy so you get under your covers and close your eyes. Then suddenly your phone rings. You look up at the clock and its 2 o'clock in the morning.[You answer the phone]You: HelloAnonymous: Hi.... [To Be Continued] -Bryant B- p.s. Peep the line thats in bold. = current thoughts in my head.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Damn How People Forget

People tend to forget about those people that stay by there side through the good and the bad. Its sad when people change and treat people like shit when they actually care about your selfish ass. Im currently experiencing this situation. I must say this shit is giving me a hard time. I cant eat. I cant sleep. I doing shit that I dont do. Im fucked up right now. [Pray For Me].




Friday, July 17, 2009

"S" on your chest

Thinking to myself....

Hey B, stop tryna save these hoes! apparently they don't wanna be saved. Take the "S" off your chest son.